Now that i have started writing fanfic (sorta), i am finding it hard to stop but also kind of easier to do. which is cool, i guess. i am still on writing only drabbles, i think it will be a while before i have the guts to take on a full fic but i would love to try. until then could you please read and reply. i need to know if i should keep going or just put myself out of my misery. 

this drabble came to me after i read somebody else's fic on sam leaving for stanford. its just John maybe hours, maybe days after and what i thought would be going through his head. i personally think it is a little heavy handed and would love some concrit.