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[liamar]

ok how sad is it that i just spent like 10 minutes just staring at the supernatural page on the CW website trying to take in the prettyness that is jensen ackles. i KNOW he is attractive, i mean there was that one scene in dark angel where i practically wore down the tape coz i 'missed the line' ( you cant blame me, jensen was in a towel) but sometimes that sort of thing just catches you off guard and you just end up going yaypretty! but brought this on was a desperate search to find out if supernatural has been renewed for season three. we are still on season one in NZ but the thing i really hate is how my favourite shows always get cancelled in the US just as they are getting good. and i really dont want spn to be cancelled, so i really wanted to find out whats going on, if anything. does anybody know something? if so do you feel like telling me? 

heh until you do i think i will contemplate the cuteness that is Jared. ok i gotta say that i didnt really find him that attractive at first, probably cuteDean carryovers from GG but after i saw the paley interview, heh i love them both (in a totally ok non stalkerish way of course) coz jared is sooo adorable in the interview and they are so funny together and you know HOT. which brought me to my interest (obsession, more like but thats just semantics) with stories involving the two, you know the evil dirty thing known as RPS that i the  supposed good catholic girl is totally going to hell for. but you know there are worse things to be sentenced for. plus ill have so much fun along the way. yeah so in response to this post i was wondering if anyone out there is also headed in my direction adn therefore might have some recs for good j2 fics, with or without plot, both are good. oh and if anyone would like to feed my JDM daddy kink i would most appreciate it.

OH GOD the userpic says it all

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[cyndrarae.livejournal.com]

and after your post i searched out the JDM/JP fic and can i just say OMG she hit all my JDM kinks in one fic. he's such a sexy bastard isn't he? and that voice. wooh *fans herself*. it seems you have some of the same taste in fic that i do so you must have read amara_m (phantisma).

Haha! I guess we DO have a whole lot in common hon :) And yeah, I have read a lot of phantisma's stuff.. you're right! she can be so deliciously dirty :P Got a geniune talent for writing kink and writing it red HOT!

Has she written any JDM/Jared as well? Do point me to it if she has hon :) My one big thing is bottom!Sam or bottom!Jared haha. Which doesnt mean I can't read anything else, but this just pushes all my buttons in the best way possible lol :)

What do you generally prefer?

[liamar13.livejournal.com]

well she has the one RPS series that has all three of them. it starts out as JDM/Jared and then its all three of them and OMG it is hot.

i actually like sam to be the pushy/ dirty one. coz you know he is so proper, i like it when he has a dirty mouth.

and is its Jared/JDM i like him the little manipulative, coz like they say he looks so sweet.

heh! i just realized my prefernces seem to be along the lines of all innocense being dirty. heh!

oh but that reminds me. there was this fic posted on wincest the other day that was John/Dean. from a girl who reads practically anything (except abject cruelty or horrible grammar) i found that i couldnt get into it at all. it kind of squicked me. maybe coz i dont think that it would be anywhere near balanced. john would always have the upper hand. your opinion?

[cyndrarae.livejournal.com]

I SO agree!! John/Dean ABSOLUTELY turns me off.. and I can't explain it because I did read a couple of John/Sam and they weren't great but they didn't squick me out either!

Am i biased? *winces* I dont think so. There is something about John/Dean that.. well yeah as you said it.. will never be balanced. Already Dean hero-worships him and would do anything for John. So it would be taking the worst kind of advantage of the boy if John ever did it, you know?

John/Sam on the other hand.. hell, I have no explanation! Not at this point hehe :) *ponders*

So you like Sam to be pushy and dirty, I get it ;) How about if he was manipulative little bitch but feeling dead guilty about it? :-P

[liamar13.livejournal.com]

well thats coz we already know that sam can stand up to john. he has done so in the past and unless he is really young (which btw EWWW)he would most likely be able to say no. wheras dean like you said would do anything for john. so yeah while the idea of john with either of them is kinda not right john/sam would be easier to stomach? though i doubt i will ever find a fic where this is entirely if nto plausible at least makes it seem so.

as for the other thing. sam as a manipulative bitch totally, but how can he be that as well as guilty. i figure if he's moping he cannot be half as devious.

[cyndrarae.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I guess you're right about the John/Sam dynamic. Its probably easier for me to stomach but it doesnt really do anything for me you know? Guess I'm going to stick on Dean/Sam in this fandom :) And maybe the occasional fluffy rps lol!

as for the other thing. sam as a manipulative bitch totally, but how can he be that as well as guilty. i figure if he's moping he cannot be half as devious.

Heh... this is precisely what I'm struggling with in "of hot showers". I need Sam to become just that slightly manipulative to get into Dean's pants lol. But he's such a good kid, he feels miserable doing it. *pets him*

[liamar13.livejournal.com]

the thing thatpeople gotta be careful of with sam/dean is always the fact that dean would do anything for sam, he really wants him to stay so its gotta be that dean wants it too but sam just need to overcome his objections, rather than manipulate him into something he doesnt want. but again that requires either sam knowing how dean really feels or dean realizing what an idiot he's being (ususally in the form of a lifelesson from someone).heh isnt that how it usually goes? i always think that all preseries stories have a harder time of it because dean is much more in big brother mode and sam is much less mature, less his own person. so you gotta do more to make it work. heh. i can barely write more than drabbles so i admire you for the whole series thing.

[cyndrarae.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the insight hon. You really helped! And I've probably taken on a bigger challenge than I'd imagined in the beginning. But hell, I suck at writing PWPs anyway.. hmm... now you got me thinking! :)

[liamar13.livejournal.com]

awesome! i love this little convo/debate we've got going!

one thing i dont understand though. i mean a lot of people say that writing PWPs is much easier than other stuff but really if you want it to be good. it requires a lot more thought and work than just tab a goes into slot b kind of things. i mean who was it that posted the other day harry/draco slash written by a straight man. it was horribe because it was all just like a play by play, no feeling anywhere. heh! here i go again.

[cyndrarae.livejournal.com]

I don't know which one you're referring to but I have a good idea how it must be. We've seen enough examples of bad pwps in every fandom haven't we ;-)
You're right.. even PWPs need to have a purpose, a beginning and an end and kudos to authors who can do a good job of it without having to resort to long-winded storytelling that some ppl fall into. *points at myself* :D

btw just noticed you posted a J2 fic.. yayy :) *rushes off to read*

[liamar13.livejournal.com]

hey i like the long stories. sometimes you want something more than just sex. sometimes you want some plot with your porn, makes it more interesting. and your plot with a side dish of porn is awesome. it takes lots of imagination and forethought *your personal cheerleader*

[cyndrarae.livejournal.com]

Awww.. thank you so much sweetheart! *hugs* :) One thing's for sure tho.. we've got to have the porn LOL! :D
You writing anything new? With porn of course? ;)

[liamar13.livejournal.com]

i've got a couple of ideas that are floating around in my head but they refuse to let me settle on one at any time. and just when i think im on to it i get another idea and i think i have to write that. heh! i seem to have caught the plotfic virus though because the one that keeps coming up is this idea about dean having these dreams and they are all connected with the major events in his life, starting form when he is four. it end up obviously with him dreaming about sam (insert porn here) and sam finding out etc but it refuses to come in order.grrr. anyways why am i whinging, i read about your woes. *pets you*. dont worry hon. just let them come as they will. remember this is supposed to be fun so dont stress yourself. good fic is worth the wait!