omfg

[liamar]

omg you guys i fucked up so bad. i needed to pass this one paper today to finish my degree and i totally failed the exam (marks are not out but i just feel it, you know?) and what am i going to do? if i dont get my degree now i cant get into med school for next year. i mean i can still graduate at the start of next year if i do summer school but i'm not going to get honours and my med school offer will be withdrawn. oh god! i'm sorry to dump on you guys but i needed to tell someone because my parents are going to go ballistic. i knew everything was going too easy. fuck!

Comments

[thisissirius.livejournal.com]

Hey, you don't know that yet. The marks aren't out, like you said, and you might have done better than you think!

[liamar13.livejournal.com]

i know what you're saying is right. its just i keep going over it in my head and seeing everything i did wrong and my stomach drops. i'm praying like hell because if im right im totally screwed.

p.s. i mostly wrote just it because i needed to actually say it but thank you so much for taking the time i comment.

[cyndrarae.livejournal.com]

Okay, breathe hon. You don't have the scores yet do you? Take it easy and we'll start panicking AFTER you know for SURE that you've failed awright? *hugs* It'll be fine, I'm sure it will! I'm praying for you hon :)

[liamar13.livejournal.com]

thank you so much. i know i shouldnt feel this way, should wait until i know something but its just i can see every single thing i did wrong and cannot figure how it could have gone right at all. its just this dread that came over me as soon as i had to put my pen down.

oh god i'm such a whinger. sorry to put this on you. i'm just panicked and feel physically sick every time i think of it. and really i wont know for a couple of weeks yet and thats the worst part. if i just knew what was you know i could do something but the waiting....

again sorry for the freak out. and thanks for taking the time. *hugs back* (and sorry for the late reply, i've been moping)

[seratonation.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

(I'm pretty useless at the comforting words, but I can listen if you wanna talk)