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Hi everyone!!!

its 5.15am and i havent been to bed yet. i am actually studying for my exams, really i am! but in between i somehow (really its a mystery i tell you) found time to read my flist which is how i came upon the SPN drabble tree. its awesome!!!! and can be found here:

spn drabble tree

I actually wrote something for the drabble tree that i am going to post here, if anyone feels like reading and commenting.

Look )

 

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ok am i allowed to crack up now? coz deletegate07 took all of two days to explode all over LJ. and now its over, kinda - see recent news  

you just know its gonna take a helluva lot more time for LJ to put things rite. jeez, think before you act, learnt that at a very young age. or how about basic business sense of actually talking to your users first about whats going on? HMMM? 

still i guess its cool that they have apologised. and they had good intentions. 

so i say, can we stop the wank now? ( to further that agenda this is both the first and the last time i will use this hilarious icon)

ETA: and yes i know the music is ironic but i only list what is actually playing at the time. maybe TPTB are cracking up rite now?
liamar: (Jensen! *brain explosion*)

ok people today is just made of awesome. i mean SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first things first, my daddy is coming home after about 9 months away. YAY!!!! you see my dad captains oil tankers and he was supposed to come home for christmas but that kinda didnt work out but now FINALLY he is on his way home so again. YAY! (heh! this is how i am now but wait a couple of weeks before we start getting on each others nerves and then see what i say LOL!)

second can i just say,  <lj community = spn_harlequin> is like the best idea ever. i mean how much do i love this and my prompt!!!! i know im supposed to be studying and being all busy but i couldnt resist, practically the whole list is yummy. im kinda disssapointed we can have only one prompt each but it has brought to mind some of the other harlequin, blaze etc stories i have read and how much i would love to make them all fanfic and slashy. oooh i cant wait. and i cant wait to read the stories either. YAY!!!

btw my prompt:

Commanded To His Bed 

Years ago, the love of Jared’s life was taken from him, and sold into slavery. Now Jensen Ackles wants revenge. Believing Jared played a part in his capture, he plans to seduce him to bed- but he won’t use force. He wants Jared to come willingly.

Jared is shocked by the reappearance of his lost lover. He can’t deny the desire this dark, brooding man arouses in him, but Jensen is no longer the young boy he once knew. He is all man now, rugged and very dangerous.

isn't it just delicious?
 
ETA: can anybody tell me how to code communities? because i (finally) worked out how to do users but the above has defeated me and i really want people to check out harlequin, coz it is just fantabulously awesome.

liamar: (Jensen! *brain explosion*)
ok first things first. to those people who have me on their flist (what? are you insane? really bad idea) i am sorry you had to suffer through my rant the other day. it was just me being a little bitch after a bad week. heh! im over it now and moving on to other things. like saying hello to all those other crazy people who have friended me lately though why you would want to do such a thing is beyond me, you do know you are in for more sufferment, right? (heh! i just made up a word. i am made of awesome. and modest too). still,

 HI ALL MY FRIENDS *waves*  

since i keep up with my friends page religiously (its part of the multislacking thing i have going) i know what most of you are up to but if you feel like chatting? or like ranting at me? i have time to spare ( not really but i can call it part of my 'study break'. HEH!). 

thats all i have to say. 

must.... get .....back ... to.... study....must ....not... read.....fic.....

OMG I am DOOOMED!

P.s. check out this pic of jensen. HOT!!!!!!! btw i know i stole it off someone, but i cant remember who so if anyone knows i would appreciate it, coz i dont want to look like i have no manners, coz i dooooo, i really do *innocent eyes* 
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ok thank GOD! 

im finally done with the killer week from HELL! 

jeez! 4 assignments and a test in one week! i mean physiology, pharmacology, psychology AND biology all have to be due in at the same time? all in ONE week? in THIRD year! do the lecturers think its funny to fuck with us? see if we crack under the pressure?WHY? is it funny to watch us stumbling around with just four hours of sleep?writing four thousand word research proposals at 3 am?WTF?.............................................

ok i've calmed down now. hey at least its over. now ive just got exams to go(2weeks- study day and night). .... and UMAT (2months- study during holidays) .......and MCATS (3months- huh also study for during holidays) ........and work(all the bloody time)

OH GOD! IM DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED!

can somebody cheer me up please? preferably with some porn? maybe hot J2 porn? or does anyone want to kill my plotbunny for me since i dont have any time to write it? please? i thought this up on the bus on my way to my test ( brain WTF? get with the program).

its something along the lines of 'what would happen if jensen and jeff were having really really i mean really hot buttsex and suddenly jensen unintentionally lets slip the D word (you know i have a daddy kink when it comes to JDM, so sue me?)'

does anyone want to write it? or has it already been written, or you can sen me any other pron you thinks good. heh! id even settle for comment porn! please? please?

ok *goes to look for dignity* ill stop begging now.
liamar: (john laughing)
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I am on cloud nine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I got 87 percentile in GAMSAT ( graduate australian medical school admission test for those of you who dont know). which i know is not amazing but its pretty good if i do say so myself.


*dances around*

MED SCHOOL HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

(ok maybe not but im allowed to fantasise arent i?)

liamar: (jdm)
ok people i am officially high. and i didnt even need drugs or alchohol to get here. im high coz i was just checking out del.i.cious and i found that my JA/JDM fic had been saved by somebody. that means somebody liked my writing enough to want to save it. if you cant tell im jumping for joy right now let me illustrate

*jumping, dancing, twirling* 

see what did i tell you. so yeah thats all i wanted to say. *grins*

i guess i should also thank JDM for being the sexy bastard he is, and inspirng the fic, and my fantasies, and my dreams......................

sorry what was i saying? oh yeah JDM. and jensen of course, coz he's so pretty....*stares off into distance*

and the two of them together *head explodes from all the hotness*

*whimper* so yeah thanks

 *goes off to do 'things'*
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Title: the one with the perceptive bastard (I really suck at names, can anyone come up with a better one?)
Characters: Jensen and Jeffrey Dean Morgan

Pairings: JA/JDM

Genres: RPS, PWP

Disclaimer: really, honestly if I owned them I would have so many better things to do. They belong to themselves and none of this ever happened (except in my mind)

 A/N: I’m not quite sure this turned out ok, so I would appreciate your feedback. I also seem to suck at endings so if you have some suggestions/ comments I would love you forever.

Summary: porn, porn, porn and did I mention porn? It’s basically JDM being the sexy bastard that he is and Jensen going along for the *coffs* ride. 

liamar: (im going to the special hell)
ok how sad is it that i just spent like 10 minutes just staring at the supernatural page on the CW website trying to take in the prettyness that is jensen ackles. i KNOW he is attractive, i mean there was that one scene in dark angel where i practically wore down the tape coz i 'missed the line' ( you cant blame me, jensen was in a towel) but sometimes that sort of thing just catches you off guard and you just end up going yaypretty! but brought this on was a desperate search to find out if supernatural has been renewed for season three. we are still on season one in NZ but the thing i really hate is how my favourite shows always get cancelled in the US just as they are getting good. and i really dont want spn to be cancelled, so i really wanted to find out whats going on, if anything. does anybody know something? if so do you feel like telling me? 

heh until you do i think i will contemplate the cuteness that is Jared. ok i gotta say that i didnt really find him that attractive at first, probably cuteDean carryovers from GG but after i saw the paley interview, heh i love them both (in a totally ok non stalkerish way of course) coz jared is sooo adorable in the interview and they are so funny together and you know HOT. which brought me to my interest (obsession, more like but thats just semantics) with stories involving the two, you know the evil dirty thing known as RPS that i the  supposed good catholic girl is totally going to hell for. but you know there are worse things to be sentenced for. plus ill have so much fun along the way. yeah so in response to this post i was wondering if anyone out there is also headed in my direction adn therefore might have some recs for good j2 fics, with or without plot, both are good. oh and if anyone would like to feed my JDM daddy kink i would most appreciate it.

OH GOD the userpic says it all
liamar: (hell)
ok help! i totally need a pick me up before i go to bed, so if someone could suggest a good fic fo rme to read, preferably wincest but pretty much anything happy would do,  i've just had a very crappy day and then i read the fic 'Morning in the Evening' and its sequeal 'Crazy Faith' by ivy03 and it totally made me sob all over the place. talk about unhappy wincesty endings, its all unrequited love and heartbreaking sadness, so even though its very very good i am now in desperate need of something positive and or slashy and or porny. any recs?
liamar: (hell)
 ok well i have no idea what to do with myself. i have all these ideas in my head but none of them will stay put long enough for me to write it down. i mean what am i supposed to do when my best ideas come just when i am trying to go to sleep, or like today where i mapped out an entire story on the walk back to the city campus only to lose track of that one crucial line that connects it all together. so now i have like three diffrerent stories running around in my head, i'm still waiting for 'steps' to be validated on the sam/dean slash archive and im supposed to be studying. like right now. but i have much better things to do i guess. like read the last chapter of Ages which can be found on phantisma's journal. remember i recommented you read amara's stuff coz she is very good and Ages is case in point. so yeah. im also tracking the fic 'a way home' which is a classic snarry fic. i mean abused harry, protective snape, what else could you ask for. plus its really good. the writing is awesome and i dare you not to fall in love with that version of snape. i mean really, i dare you!  and i have to say im kinda hating jen_jm rite now. her fic 'what we had' is awesome,  im a jared/jensen fan all the way (yes i read RPS, did i mention im going to hell?) but she totally converted me into a jeff/jensen fan and now she plans to ruin it! still the fics soo good i cant stop reading it, no matter how im scared its gonna go. 

so thats me right now. just killing time until my fic monster comes back to visit. PLEASE be soon! please be soon! please be soon! or i'll end up driving myself crazy! (or am i already there?... you decide). 

LOL
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Oh and if anyone is wondering about the ramblin rose tag at the end of the previous post i have to warn you now that i am a self professed pop-culture queen. it usually relates to movies, books, tv and music (what else is there?) and i hate to think there are things i dont know. "but' you say to yourself, "what does this have to do with a stupid tag?". well for those of you not in the know ramblin' rose is a song that can be put in the pile of golden oldies. see, in addtion to mulletrock i am also well versed in music from much further back. you can blame my parents for that. they love taking me to operas, ballets  and plays and my mum always plays what she calls her music (50's and 60's mostly) in the car when she is driving ( i think maybe deans rule is universal though i laugh to imagine my mother using the word cakehole). anywho these series of events have led to me posessing the unfortunate condition where everything that occurs seems to have a natural soundtrack borne of this knwoledge. it leads me to spontaneuously burst into song once in a while or spout useless facts abotu a movie that had so and so in its plot. luckily my close friends and family are now well used to this treatment and dont back away in terror. i think this is helped by the fact that my special skill only comes out when i am completely confortable with a person, by which tiem it is too late for them to get away from me. LOL! so thats the long drawn out explaination to a very simple question. Arent you glad you wasted tiem reading this. otherwise ou would have spent soo much time wondering. and we wouldnt want that!

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oooh! i am so pissed at myself. i had this whole post written out, a diatribe on my lack of ideas in the past couple of days, the suckiness of lost and tv scheduling and the awesomeness of house but i managed to lose it. so instead of a spontaneous ramble you have ended up with this post. which i have just decided will be on what supernatural has done to me. it tragic, its horrible and if you cannot stand it you should turn away. supernatural has the unfortunate distinction of turning.... me...onto ... MULLETROCK.  i am sooo sad. all my friends say so. they cannot seem to understand my new penchant for metallica and blue oyster cult. they shake their heads at me when i try to tell them it is good. if somebody had told me a year ago that at this time i would willingly  listen to bad company i would have laughed in their face. now i find myself after each episode, checking tv.com for the names of the songs in the episode and i can blame it all on jared and jensen. if only they weren't so distracting. i figure the mulletrock has seeped in due to the positive conotations and now it wont let me go. and maybe i dont want to. i mean maybe i am getting sick of songs that sound exactly like fifty others playing on the radio at the same time or in the past. and if its not the beats, its the lyrics. the same ideas, the same vapid thoughts, a lack of originality. so the only way you can rebel is by looking to the past. not that there arent musicians right now who are original and interesting , i mean you do hear some songs or some artists who are interesting and creative but unfortunately now they have become a few among hundreds of copycats. and they wonder why the music industry is struggling. they should stop blaming people who download and ask why people dont feel like paying for records anymore. when you shell out cash you expect a certain quality and currently there are not many people who live up to the standards set by their predecessors. 

hey look you did get a long confused ramble.... arent you glad i decided to post?
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just so everybody knows i am not just into supernatural. i read (and want to write) soo much more, but for some reason spn is easier for me to write now. so thats what i am churning out. i did have some other ideas, mostly for harry potter fanfiction. that is what actually got me hooked on the whole fic thing and i haven't looked back since. but anyways i had these ideas and if anybody wants to show me how its done, i would be more than happy for you to take them and run with it if you wanted, just look under the cut.



Regret

Apr. 15th, 2007 10:55 pm
liamar: (Sam and Dean)

Now that i have started writing fanfic (sorta), i am finding it hard to stop but also kind of easier to do. which is cool, i guess. i am still on writing only drabbles, i think it will be a while before i have the guts to take on a full fic but i would love to try. until then could you please read and reply. i need to know if i should keep going or just put myself out of my misery. 

this drabble came to me after i read somebody else's fic on sam leaving for stanford. its just John maybe hours, maybe days after and what i thought would be going through his head. i personally think it is a little heavy handed and would love some concrit.

Regret )



liamar: (Dean)

This is the first fic i have ever written (apart from in my head). i dont know anything about posting fic on livejournal so if anyone would like to tell me anything i would greatly appreciate it. other than that could you guys tell me what you think. this is just something i thought of after seeing 'Scarecrow' for the first time (yes i know i am way behind but spn has just started in NZ). hope you like it. 

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